You’re broke because you leave every relationship you’ve ever made: boyfriends, friends, family, etc. Let me explain. This is what I saw one night, and it nearly scared me half to death. In the middle of worship, I had a vision and saw a grave in the pit of my stomach. There were graves and tomb stones in my tummy. I was legit petrified. Then I had a thought, “those are all the relationships you’ve killed throughout the years. I said to be reconciled to your brother.” A: I was attracting horrible relationships because I’d killed all of mine. B: People are your wealth. Killing the relationship is throwing the account in the trash. Imagine having a bank account in each and every person in your life. Their knowledge, the people they know, the resources they have, etc. See, here’s the thing. Everything everyone has in your life is also yours. The reason you don’t have it is because you don’t believe it:

(James 4:2-3) 2 You desire but do not have, so you kill. You covet but you cannot get what you want, so you quarrel and fight. You do not have because you do not ask God. 3 When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

What you have to understand is that when you pray, you are praying to the God in someone else. When you pray for the answer, usually God sends a person: not a thing. Why, you ask? Because God is people. He’s you, he is me. He is all of us; “he’s our wonderful imagination,” in the famous words of Neville Goddard. He is us. The Bible considers asking prayers. What is your responsibility? Forgiveness! That is key. That is it! Forgiveness is wealth. Never leaving, never forsaken and making sure that you love your neighbor as you love yourself. What exactly does that mean? It looks so many different ways, right? Because, there are situations that we can go into that are literal environments. We can go into relationships. We can go into a workplaces. Those environments are people because people curate environments. Going into a house or a town with a set of people that are curating that experience means you will either be in heaven with that person or hell. Heaven and hell are also in people. Heaven and hell is a mindset. These are the houses and towns the Bible talks about. There's a scripture in the Bible that says, "if you go into a house or a town, send it your peace. And if the town or the house is worthy, allow your piece to rest on it. If it's not, call your peace back to you and leave that place. When you leave that place, dust your feet off. What you're doing is you are disconnecting yourself from that place because a town or house is us. It can either be a physical location, or it can be a person. I once had a dream that I laid on top of New York, and I knew New York was my body. When the Bible says when you go to a house or a town, send it your peace. Your peace is your mind, a peace of mind. Your literal peace is your spirit. Your righteousness, peace, and joy is your spirit, and your spirit is your mind. When the Bible says that to be transformed in the renewing of the spirit of the mind. It talks about how the mind is a spirit. When the scripture says that God said in his heart that the imagination of a man's heart is evil from his youth. He said that in Genesis 8:21. And he was talking about Noah's Ark, how he said in his heart that never again will he destroy the land, because the imagination of a man's heart is evil from his youth. This scripture talks about two lands that are actually one. The earth and our bodies. The earth is our bodies; we just can't see it. The earth is sick because we are sick. In another dream, I saw a mushroom. Now, I know mushrooms aren't good. The biological kingdom of fungi is what the kingdom of "death" is. The phrase kingdom from the Bible is not a spiritual term. No, it is a biological term. It's when I learned this phrase in a biology textbook that I understood what the Bible was referring to. The kingdom of fungi is made up of fungus, mold, mildew, and mushrooms. This is the final state of any life before decompisition. Well in my dream, I saw a random mushroom. Then, I saw my body laying down on New York. I knew there was death on my back, and I needed to take it off somehow. Here's the thing, when I say death, I mean there was sickness. It could have been an infection in my body, cholesterol, or stress.

So now listen, love the Lord your God with all of your mind, heart, soul and strength, and love your neighbor, as you love yourself. That Scripture is saying, love the Lord your God with all of your mind, heart, soul and strength and love your neighbor as you love yourself. It's describing to you who yourself is because it is God living in you. So you will love in the Lord your God with all of your mind, heart, soul, and strength as you loving yourself. With all of your mind, heart, soul and strength and you loving your neighbor as you love the God in you. So you not only have to love you, but now you have to love the God in your neighbor. Right? Especially in children. So even with me. One day I had I was sitting in my office, and I had a vision in the middle of nowhere. I saw a hand reaching out to me, I looked up and it was it was the father it was Abba. And so I said, he was reaching for my hand. And the reason why he was reaching for my hand is because he was trying to take me somewhere else. Remember, we talked about to be transformed in the renewing of the spirit of the mind. What is the spiritual realm? The spiritual realm is different imaginations.

That's why scripture says that we cast down imaginations that raise themselves above the knowledge of God and take every thought captive to obey Christ. What are spirits? Spirits are thoughts? What are spirits: our imaginations. Now, that's why people they say, you know, "oh, I saw a ghost." What they were seeing was the imagination of someone else. Now, if your cognitive brain isn't clogged or fogged, you're going to be able to see different imaginations. It's just different energies; it's different strengths. That's why when the Bible says to love the Lord your God with all your mind, heart, soul and strength; that strength piece, those are energies. What is your strength, your strength is your energy. That's why people say, "oh, I'm not into all that New Age stuff." No, but there everyone is saying the same thing. You have to pay attention, because every one is speaking their own Bible. Every one is the living, walking, talking Word of God. Now if it's if it correlates, what they're saying, correlates with what's in the Bible and what the Bible calls worthy of praise, then that is the imagination of God. What they are doing is they're sharing God's imagination. They're sharing God's thoughts. They're sharing God's word. Right. So now, you have to make sure that you're not abandoning your the other gods, if I make that let me explain. We're not worshipping multiple gods. That's not what I'm saying. What I'm saying is Abba, Jesus, Holy Spirit are all the Trinity, and they are all the same spirit. That's why Jesus kept saying, "our God is three in one." It's all the same spirit. It's not different spirits. The reason why they're constituted as different is because it was a different word for a different time.

In the Old Testament, King David kept talking about how there was going to be a savior, right. All the Old Testament kept prophesying about the Messiah, about Emanuel about a savior, right. Coming to help us, okay. That was the word. That was the Word of God in the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God and the Word was God. Nothing was made without the, without him. Everything was made through Him. And His life was the light of men. So now, what is that the light of men is the energy. It's the strength of man. The reason why we battle our bodies, why we battle our flesh, why we battle our carne, how they would say in Spanish. The reason why we battle that is because that is the enemy. The enemy is literally the flesh. Or the enemy is literally the body. You having a mind like Christ, the only thing on your body and is the only part of your body that's Christ, that's your head. Unless you do that 40 day fast. If you don't take the enemy out, you won't be able to hear God because then the enemy is going to tell you to do things to your body to captivate your body, to hold your body in prison by a different imagination. That's a stronghold. And so if there's different imagination, if you decided, "all right, well, my boyfriend is going to leave me so I better have sex with him. Or he'll just leave. I better just give it up because now he's threatening to leave me. I'm not going to have my boyfriend." Go! Bye! Let him go. Because the thing is, that that's how you end up shutting down your your strength that's how you end up shutting down your light. It's the inevitable. That is a thought of darkness. And what happens to you in a neuroscience perspective? Imagine one hand, imagine both of your hands closed, right? And now imagine them open. Right? All right. So now you have both of the palms of your hands open in front of you, and you have a ball. Just one light up ball. And what you're doing is you're tossing one ball to the other hand, and you're tossing the ball within your hands, right? All right. So in your brain, one hand would be considered a receptor. The other hand is another receptor. The ball is a neurotransmitter. When you take one hand and you toss the light up ball to the next hand, what your receptor what your synapse is doing, it's also the receptor synapse. What the synapse is doing is it's transferring a neurotransmitter from one receptor to the next. Okay? And once it gets to the next receptor, it takes in that information, and then it travels through your body and that is energy. Your brain is what creates the energy in your body. So now, this is what ends up happening. When you do something that the Bible is telling you not to do. This is not this is not I want to take your fun away no because it's fun or being Christian is funner doing what it's telling you to do than it is not to because there's a misconception that we can't drink. We can't party. We can't go out and have a good time. We're not allowed to dance. We're not allowed to do all the sudden all these good things that are good for your brain. When that is a lie. It is a lie. It's a lie. It's not true. And there's a lot of religions that tell you you can't wear pants. That is a lie. You can't what it's telling you is you can't do it with intention to be the opposite sex. Now there are situations and I want to be very, very clear. There are situations where there is a person there may be people that do dress like the opposite sex. You have to be careful when you go in and you start judging them and you start treating them badly because you in your mind you quote unquote feel like the Bible says not to do that. The Bible says not to do a lot of stuff and we still do it. So don't isolate people from the simple act of being gay and all of that. Be very careful because the Bible also says do not lie. And if you're a liar, then the Bible says that you are a witch and Jeremiah 12:12 when it says that the act of lying is the same as divination. What is that? That's witchcraft. It's calling you a witch for lying because what you're doing is you're casting a serpent spirit, or you're basically casting a lie on them and bewitching them. When you lie to someone, you are telling them all and what that lie does is it wraps around them and keeps them in your lie, and then that person is manipulated by you now that is that is also sin. It's just as bad as anything else. If the Bible is telling you not to do it, just don't do it.

It boils down to the energy when you start doing the stuff that the Bible is telling you not to do, what you're inevitably doing is you're shutting down your own brain. With my daughter, she wanted to be transvestite for a really long time. And and she started wearing binders. She started wearing only baggy clothes, and all of that, but this is the thing though. She was doing that because she felt she was molested and tortured when she was little. So she felt that if she were a boy, she would have been able to protect yourself. But that's not true. Because even if she were a boy, and we know this is true, especially with a lot of men who are gay, they've been raped. I don't know. I don't know a man who is gay who hasn't been raped. And it's only logical for them to be because once that prostate is touched, that it arouses a man in a different way. But see, the story of Sodom and Gomorrah wasn't about just simply not being gay. No, the story of Sodom and Gomorrah was about rape. Those men were standing out the door banging the door down. When they saw new men come into the town, but they didn't know they were angels. They thought they were men. And so when they were banging on the door, they were telling Lot which was Abraham nephew. They were telling Lot, these are just figures in the Bible, if you don't know the Bible that well. But they were telling Abraham's nephew, to unhand the men that to release the men from the house so that they could rape them so that they could have sex with them. They weren't trying to take the men out on a date, to a movie night, nothing like that. It wasn't no Netflix and chill type of unhand the men. No, that was a straight up rape. They wanted to rape them in. What gay guy you know is banging down the door of straight men they want to have consentual sex with? None, absolutely not a one. And so that's what that story was about that story in the towel was an abomination, and it had to be destroyed because the men were going around raping all the babies. That's what that's about. So when there's a situation when they are when you know they a child wasn't protected. A child was left by themselves. Listen, the Bible says that the imagination of a man's heart is evil from his youth. Therefore, if he's not raised in the way that he should go, then what he's going to do is evil things.

The person who molested and tortured my daughter was 10 years old, and he was left unattended. Was it his fault? No, he was left unattended. His mom was was getting high and fall in passing out and I didn't know. And that wasn't that wasn't the little boy's fault. No, it was the mom's fault. She should have been up she should have been watching after my daughter, but she did it. What that caused was for a child's mind to run. Whenever they don't have guidance, that's what they end up doing: really crazy, weird stuff like that. And so my daughter, she was just like, "nah, I'm done with this. I don't. I don't want to be a girl. If this is what girls get, I don't want it." Now, she's been able to you know, started dressing like a girl again. She doesn't try to hide her boobs. She wears actually push up bras now. She wears braids in her hair. You know, it's just different things that she does that are very girly. She does her makeup and she did this all on her own. She did that all on her own. I loved her. regardless. I supported her regardless. She wanted to dress like a boy I allowed it because you know what? It is more important to show them that you love them. Because you have to. You have to decipher listen, if you tell them No You look ugly. You look like a boy. That's not how we dress. You're you know you have to be careful because they're already going through something. They're already going through something they're trying to decide how their life is going to continue. If you decide that for them, they will not independently choose to choose God. That's not your place to choose God for anyone else. You just have to talk to them about it. And then you have to wait for them to do it themselves. And what they're doing when they choose God. They're just choosing energy. Remember, we're talking about one receptor to the other. Now these thoughts are thoughts of, of strength. These thoughts are thoughts of strength. What God is, is a mindset. What the devil is, is a mindset that is it. Everybody thinks that the spiritual realm lives outside of us. And it does. There's spirits roaming around. But the reason why those spirits are roaming around it's because of the mindsets of others. And what you're looking at is different mindsets in it and when you walk outside or you see a spirit, you're looking at different mindsets. One time I was leaving a house and I saw a dog sitting on the stoop and I said Oh, I see what the mindset is of this household. And I knew that the mindset was of unbelievers. I knew that because that's what the Bible says that that's what the dog is with that woman that came and said to Jesus heal my daughter, and he was he was ignoring her. There's a scripture that I heard I read that translated that he was ignoring her. And then he asked she asked him again. He said is not right for me to take the bread out of the children of Israel's mouths and give it to the dogs. So he identified that the dog spirit is the spirit of unbelief. And then he um he then identified that it dogs won't make it into heaven. So now we have these two dual situations where dogs don't make it into heaven and dogs are the spirit of unbelief. But you know what to say dogs are also the spirit of abandonment. So, I say all of that to say this, we have a responsibility to ourselves and to the rest of the people that are around us because God is in us. So to love God is to love your neighbor. Because you don't love God if you don't love your neighbor as you love yourself. If you don't want to be abandoned, don't abandon. You don't want to be left behind. Don't be left but don't leave people behind. You don't want to be rejected. Don't reject others. And so I had a lesson with that. Because there's a lot of problems that happened with my job. And mainly because I felt like it was the hours were unstable for my children and all that but I have to tell you, it's very important not to abandon especially when you see people that are in need. And what I noticed too, was that there was a scripture in the Bible that talks about that it's God talking and he's saying I was hungry and you didn't feed me. I was in the hospital and you to didn't visit me, I was in prison and sick and you didn't. And so it's talking about all of these different needs. I was you know, them being without clothes you to include them, it's talking about people having needs and then the people were like, Lord, when were you in prison, when were you in the hospital? When did you need food? And he was like, what you do to the least of these you are doing it to me. You have to be really careful what you do to others because it is doing it to God It's God in us. That's why the Bible says to love your neighbor as you love yourself to love the Lord your God with all your mind, heart, soul and strength. And what that saying is now love your neighbor with all of your mind harshal and strength in other words, a saying love yourself and love your neighbor with all of your mind, heart, soul and strength, that those two are interchangeable because they mean the same thing is trying to tell you that it's the God in us. That's why the Bible says that you in some I want to say Psalm 82 Six when King David said, You are all Gods because you are the sons of the Most High of the Most High. And then Jesus in the New Testament. He goes over and says when they start when he started calling himself the Son of God, that the Jews didn't like that they weren't on that. And so they were like, well, you know, they were accusing him of blasphemy. And that's when Jesus turned around and said, What is your Scripture say that we that you are the sons of the Most High and he identified us all throughout the Bible as God's who is God God is you. So loving the Lord your God with all you need with all of your my heart, soul and strength and loving your neighbor as you love yourself is loving. You're the God in you with all your mind, heart, soul and strength. And loving your neighbor. God in them with all of your mind harsil and strength and you have to be really careful because when you go into that, and you abandon them, you will have abandoned God. You have to be really careful. There's a way to leave. And if you have set your peace out on people, and they accept it and it's able to rest on them.

If you leave and your peace is resting on someone, you would have been wrong. If they didn't, if your peace wasn't able to rest on them, then that's when you call your peace back to you and you leave the place but if your peace was able to rest on them and you didn't do it the right way, and you just ended up just leaving, you would have abandoned that person and you would have been acting out of the spirit, the dog spirit. Now when the Bible talks about the dog spirit is talking about the spirit of abandonment, but not only that, you have like the dog Spirit also is the spirit of poverty. that spirit causes you to be so poor. Now listen, this is the thing because we don't get our wealth from money. That's why the Bible says that he who chases money. Money takes wings, so we don't get our, our, we don't get our value, or our wealth from money we get our wealth from people, and the more people that you have in your corner, the more people that you have that love you and support you in. are willing to go down to the dirty with you. That is your set of people and you have to make sure that you look after that set of people. There's a skill set that you have that no one else has except you. And by the time that you have passed 30 You would have developed that skill set. There is something very Listen, the Bible says that in the end days, we will not endure sound doctrine. So you have to be careful. You have to make sure that your enduring sound doctrine, what does the Bible tell you to do in that situation? If the Bible is telling you to leave in that situation, then you go ahead and go by you'll be careful who what preachers you're listening to this telling you that that's not your time to be there anymore. Bla bla bla bla bla, because what ends up happening is when you abandon your set of people, God has put you in places in your life so that you can be helped to others. He always does that. And he always listen. I was in the food and beverage industry for 15 years. For 15 years I was on the food and beverage industry and me. i When you're in something for 50 years, what ends up happening is you become the God of that thing. Why? Because knowledge is God. Right? So the more knowledge that you have in there, the more experience that you have in that place is the more you are like God in that place why because knowledge is God why because my people perish from a lack of knowledge so the more knowledge that you have is the less you're perishing, and the more, because see you got to think about it like this, the kingdom of death is perishing. So if you lack knowledge in that thing you will die you will perish. You will be miserable. You won't know what to do. you will be stuck. And what the Bible in the bible tells you that my people perish from a lack of knowledge than if you're in in your area, your area of expertise. And you know what you're supposed to do next and this thing just comes natural to you like, Listen, you have sharpened your skill set in that place, and you have always been set terrain there. So you have to keep going, even when the tough gets go.

You know, forsake you, he's in there with you, especially the more knowledge that you have of that thing. The thing is, is that remember what I said thoughts and imaginations are either God or the devil. So the more that you know, something that thought or that imagination is God, because you have knowledge in it, because it's not the kingdom of death, because you have rain. You know, God is all all seeing, all knowing I when I stepped into when I started managing the restaurant, I knew that after a rush, I need to go check bathrooms because people have gone in there and there has been a lot of toilet paper use. I know I don't have to go in there to see that there's no toilet paper. Why? Because I was hostess for four years. And that was my main duty was to make sure that those bathrooms were clean, the tables were bussed. And all the food was being rammed out. That was my responsibility. So I knew how to do it. And I knew how to do it. Well, because I've been in that situation for years. because you know you lose time, the more time you walk around, lost. And so you go back to the back and I said no. So this is the thing. Now we had a kitchen that was open to the public everybody could see inside of the line and where all the cooks would cook. And so now I have this floor that is disgusting and full of food because we're throwing food on the floor. We're not even looking for trash cans at this time. And so now we're throwing and throwing food. So now I need a line sweep. I'm able to look at everything that's happening around me all from my years of experience. That is your area that is your area of expertise. You stand there you sit on your crown on your throne, and you wear your crown. wearing the crown sometimes is thorny wearing the crown sometimes hard. Wearing the crowd will cause you to sacrifice yourself a lot of the times because you know that if you don't do it, who's going to do it? That is the Christ In you, that is the Christ in you because God said Allah said that he will send a savior into those places of drought. Your knowledge is water in the drought. You tell people you tell you say God send the rain, some the rain, the rain is you know water is your the flowing river is you. Oh man, you guys, come on. Y'all better do the right thing by these people that you have around you. And be careful that you're not hurting them. Be careful that you're not abandoning them. And be careful. Because inevitably we listen. When the Bible says, to love the Lord your God with all your mind, hustle and shape and love your neighbor as you love yourself. Be careful. Be careful, because when you don't do that, what ends up happening is you would have hated your neighbor as you hate yourself. Because hate always starts with you. That's why the Bible says to love you with all of your mind, heart, soul and strength. And when you go abandoned in people, and you go in, you leave that place and you are supposed to love your neighbor as you love yourself. You're not abandoning them, you're abandoning you and the spirit of the dog spirit is on you. What ends up happening is you start losing money because you're paper chasing and you're abandoning people in their hour of need. Be careful. Suck it up because he will prepare a table before you end the presence of your enemies. Be careful. You guys, that's all the time I have for today.